31.10.21

31.10.21









coat: VINTAGE / turtleneck: UNIQLO / gloves: ASOS
denim: CALVIN KLEIN / bag: CHANEL / shoes: CELINE

But Seriously. 
Can we really talk about it?!

I believe in Manifesting. I believe to the point where it scares me because I do believe that I can achieve anything, be anything I want if I want to. However, I also believe that you can't have everything all at once. Once the next manifestation happens how will I know what will change as a cost to achieving the next? I am trying to check in with myself as regularly as possible, learning from the past I want to try to be present as possible so as to inform my choices. I am currently manifesting a healthy balance. But even defining that balance at the moment is proving rather tricky. 

As someone who likes to indulge in what I like I know that I have to give my attention to the various things in my life rather than just splurging it all on one thing. I cannot explain how I got to where I am in life. I know the choices I made and the random ideas I’ve had. But sometimes when I think about I link this to that to find a reason I can’t. I guess that’s the beauty of manifestation. And I’m grateful that I have been able to experience many things whether I’ve said it on a whim or really wanted it. As I get older and wade the waters of trying new things and constantly leveling up, I wonder where it will take me and how much change that will be.