The Walls are closing in. Gasping for Air and that Sense of Panic - Last week I lost my Zen
I once thrived on Change and Pressure. It was always a lucrative challenge to get thing done under extreme
constraints and stress. The rush from getting things done and meeting those deadlines down to the wire used
to be exhilarating. Maybe it is a sign of age and my natural desire to be proactive to cut the crap, or instead
that I cannot keep up as well as I could. I now find myself deterred by those situations, there is now anxiety for
that same thrilling rush. A shift has occurred, I value my Zen far more than I do the rush or cheap thrill. Fear not
as I have now regained by balance. With a bit of self-reflection and soul searching I found my peace. There is too
much chaos in this world to have anymore created by will or lack there of. Things are inevitable, you can only try
to control what you can control.